The unfaithful made me strong and now has left me alone. The cruel thing knows not, what was my only strength. The premonition has come true. Many questions breath unanswered. But it is my cross to bear the burden of the unknown, live the sadness, remember my unrequited love. I worry not to live, life will keep me alive. While dire straits are cliche and diaries dull, quiet and unmoved, is what the world must see.